Mortified
Oh my God, I am so completely mortified right now. So I had the opportunity to do an interview with somebody really cool for my blog today. So I spent forever and a day coming up with really, really good questions to ask her. We did the interview over gChat – I’ve never used gChat before, but I did a couple test runs beforehand to make sure everything went smoothly. I could have used the phone, but thought that would make me too nervous, and thought typing everything would be easier. Ummm…not so much! Everything that could go wrong, did.
I was worried about being able to quickly respond to what she said and have the conversation flow – sometimes it takes me a minute to process what people say to me. But, she was really nice and I actually felt comfortable with the conversation. But it took a lot longer than it was supposed to…
I had typed out all my questions beforehand and had them right in front of me. I typed my first question into gChat and it took forever! What?! Seriously! It took me like 10 minutes to write it! And I’m a really fast typer. It took me no time at all to write it in Microsoft Word, but with gChat, it took me forever. And I think it’s because the box you type in is so small. It just makes it harder somehow. And then there were like a million typos in my question. So yeah. She was really nice about it, though, and told me not to worry. But ummm, I worry about everything. And so I completely freaked out after that and was sooooo nervous the whole entire time. Like, I didn’t know what to do. So I started typing while she was typing so that I could get my questions typed ahead of time and still respond to what she said. But then that was probably a breach of etiquette, right? Because that probably looked really rude. So then I started waiting for her to finish typing and then I would type. But yeah, she probably thought I was the dumbest person in the world. She didn’t say that, though. She was actually really nice to me.
Oh, and I kept hitting the enter button so that there would be a space between the different topics I was talking about. But then when you hit enter, it submits your comment. Sigh.
Anyway, this probably doesn’t seem like a big deal to you guys, but it is to me, because it reflects very poorly on me – it looks like I didn’t prepare, that I didn’t put any effort into it, but I did, I really did. I spent so long coming up with interesting questions and didn’t even get to ask any of them because it took so long to write one sentence. Seriously! I think I typed about one word every five minutes. And then there were still errors! Sigh. Never again.
You know, I was hesitant to do the interview because I always get nervous when talking to people. But then I told myself it was a really neat opportunity that I would never have again, so I said yes, I would do it. And then I spent a long time writing my questions so that I was prepared. Seriously, I watched her biography clip, her food clips, and spent such a long time coming up with good, solid questions. And after I came up with those questions, I felt prepared, so then I got really excited to do the interview because I thought it would go really well. Yeah, it didn’t. And I didn’t get a chance to ask any of my good questions. Sigh.
I’m so mortified right now. I just want to crawl into a dark hole and never come out. Anyway…maybe I’ll read your blogs right now. At least you guys aren’t complete failures in life…I can never do anything right, nothing, not even when I prepare ahead of time.
Oh, and the interview. Yeah, I think I’m supposed to post it tomorrow, so you’ll be able to see what a mess I made of everything. Anyway…that’s all I have to say today. I do hope you guys are having a good day!
Oh yeah, I kind of just put paragraph breaks wherever in this post, even if they aren’t in the right places. Who cares at this point. I just couldn’t stand that it was one big blurb of writing – it was hurting my eyes, so I just decided to put breaks wherever.












